I know you have a dream. We all have one or two.
But having them come true . . . . is that only for the rarified few?
Hold your dream up to the light. Go deep and ask yourself if it is what you REALLY want. If the answer is yes, then make your dream an actual goal, not just a piece of pie in the sky. Inspect it from all angles. Ask every question you can think of and be honest about your answers.
Keep doing that until it gets close enough to feel real. Before you know it, you will have lost the “dream” because you are living it.
Time for a new dream.